i spent an awful lot of time in bed this last few days (sick n stuff)... to think that just last week i was thinking of this vacation and expecting a fabulous time with my family, highschool and college friends and my neighbors... oh well... some things just never work out the way you want them to... hera, one of my favorite bloggers, agreed that it's amazing how one person can keep our mind running 24/7 ... it's amazing how one person seem to have the power to make the whole world seem so much brighter ... so much more sparkling... so much more alive for us... damn.. love stuff can be a bit more confusing.... and yet.... no person in-love is ever willing to let go of the feelings... just come to think of it... it's only once in a while that you would feel that really wonderful feeling of having butterflies in your stomach juz becoz of a single peson... it's only once in while that you would feel like the world is such a pefect place to live-in.... it's only once in a while that you would feel like everybody's so nice and easy to get along with (when it's actually you who has suddenly turned amiable n cheerful n mushy n stuff :)..... it's only once in a while that you would look at another person and see perfection.... and beauty... and warmth.... and radiance... and then u start feeling like ... like ... like .... hmmmm... i don't know :) it's just so damn hard to explain or even put into words how a person feels when he/she's in-love.... they say love is blind.... i beg to disagree.... i think love sees more than what the naked eye can see.... but because it sees more... it's also more willing to be more passive.... love sees ... but it does not mind...